I’m so happy. Xol has such a happy soul. She is a very loving child. She’s affectionate and funny. It took me a while to get her to sleep tonight, but we rolled around in the bed, peered over the edge to see where things would land when we threw them, giggled, hugged each other as we tumbled, and kissed repeatedly. She caresses my cheek as she nurses and she drifts off as I tell her how much I love her and how she saved me. I’m a lucky mom. I’m a lucky human being. Life is good. Thanks to God.